Friday, 21 August 2015

My Adventures with God 57: Set Free to Worship

Chapter 57 ... Set Free To Worship

At the November 1994 AGM the Nick and Shirley's group were voted out. There could be no disputing that. They had stacked the AGM with their people, They had run their own “ticket” for vestry and wardens. They had run a vigorous political campaign for votes. They had the PR advantage of the backing of the diocese. And they still lost.

For the parish it was wonderful. You could almost feel the sense of freedom in the air.

The first big change I noticed was financial. Shirley's husband Peter xxx had continued to be treasurer of the parish while Nick and Shirley’s followers had the numbers in vestry. Under his treasurership I had not been paid for over three months.

The new treasurer had my pay quickly restored, and everything including the parish assessment paid off in short order.

Peter xxx had been saying at monthly vestry meetings that there not enough money to pay me. Examination of the accounts showed that there had been ruses like drawing a large cheque just before the date the bank issued its monthly statement and then re-depositing it just afterwards to make it look as though there was no money to pay me when there actually was.

The diocese had also assisted in hiding away nearly $50,000 - mainly in the fear that if Nick and Shirley's people lost the elections the new vestry might use it to run the parish. We didn't need the money! There had apparently always been plenty of money. Once Peter was removed from being treasurer, they were not only to pay me, but to quickly make up my back pay and also to make up within a few months the back “taxes” owing to the diocese – which had been another of Peter's ruses to make the diocese think the parish was about to collapse financially!.

From then on we had no more money worries.

The next thing I noticed was the Archbishops anger. He was angry that the side he had backed had been voted out by the people. He was angry that as time went by the parish not only survived the departure of Nick and Shirley's group but bounded into life: flourishing now that their fifth column activities were inhibited.

The archbishop told me very angrily that they had assured him that they represented the most active and committed Christians in the parish, and that without them it would “fall apart within a few months”

The unspoken but obvious problem was that the archbishop had staked his reputation to some degree on this outcome. By flourishing when it was meant to fall apart the parish was making him appear to have misjudged the situation!

So what was happening in the parish?

The sort answer is that many more of the talented and deeply spiritual people who had been kept out of ministry by the Nick and Shirley now started developing all sorts of ministries.

Also, or perhaps primarily, the blessing and joy of God descended on the parish.

I said earlier that the 10 am service in particular needed a large team of people - 18 or 20 to fill all the rostered duties. Much earlier Nick and Shirley's followers had resigned from most of these over a very short space of time. They expected - I think they really believed their own propaganda here - that everything would collapse without them. It didn’t. There were plenty of people ready and waiting, and I suspect just itching to jump in and help. So all our services were singing along as they always had.

Readers who were in Melbourne diocese at the time may be saying “but didn’t we hear ...” Yes, you quite likely did hear all sorts of misinformation!! Nick and Shirley's people were mounting the most energetic propaganda campaign throughout the diocese. And the vestry under their control did pass a motion that “church services have been in disarray for over twelve months” but there was not a shred of truth in it.

The parish was also growing again healthily, new people were coming, people were being converted, people were being helped. In any other circumstances we should have been held up as the model of an effective, growing parish.

Importantly the dramatic decline which had begun several years before I went to the parish, had run its course. Interestingly when I charted the church attendances over the years I found that they peaked at a yearly average of about 250 per Sunday for the year 1985. Then they had been in decline from about the time Nick xxx joined the parish staff!

Certainly the decline was continuing after I came,but there were extenuating circumstances! I had had a group actively trying to destroy the parish, and for good measure I had had the diocese throw every obstacle they could in my way. Lastly when those efforts failed these people actively fomented a schism and actively recruited among the congregation - all with the public support of diocesan officials. The parish should have been just smoldering ruins! Instead I had about 110 people worshiping every Sunday. I think I did pretty well! (for US readers used to big churches, at that time in Melbourne I think the average Sunday attendance for an Anglican parish was about 40!)

We were getting unchurched people converted and growing into strong Christians. Just one story: One young man came to our Good Friday service because he got a flyer I had been putting in letterboxes. The young people all welcomed him and included him, and after the service - since numbers of them generally came over to the vicarage he was brought along with them. He became a regular part of things, he became a committed Christian and one day he came up to me and said “I need your advice” there was a pause, then he said “you know what my problem is don’t you” Well I had assumed he was from a homosexual culture, but that had not affected how any of us treated him. He was just who he was. I was a bit apprehensive because I wasn’t going to say either “Thou shalt not ...” or “its Ok to be ...” .

I feel we are all “damaged goods” in God’s repair shop. And I’ve found that the Holy Spirit has his own agenda for which dents he wants to knock out first. God, in my experience, likes to work it out personally with the person concerned without us either dumping on them our own little prejudices or pet ideas on one hand or undermining his laws with our personal or cultural blind spots on the other!

But I was not expecting what came next. He was actually in a gender reassignment program and had come to our area to cut all his ties and change identities. And here he had just joined a church and formed a whole lot of new relationships which were important to him.

In addition his experience of “maleness” to date had been of one stereotype: beer swilling, football playing, and boorish. He knew he was not that! After sampling our family life and seeing a different model of “being a male” he was thinking he could be that sort!

He was tremendous with the young people. He was a hairdresser. They used to descend on the vicarage after the evening service. Treat of the night was one of them having something special done to their hair in front of a rapt audience.

One anecdote I hope he won’t mind me telling was one time he came up to my then 17 year old son, put his arm round his shoulder and confided, “Oh Dave, I messed up over the weekend: I had sex.” then he brightened up and said “But it was with a girl!”

We had a flow of people staying at the vicarage. Many were young men who came from dysfunctional families before they were converted, and for them it was a chance to see how a “normal” family worked so that they would have something to model their family life on. I remember once feeling a bit sad watching my then 10 year old daughter leading a 38 year old morphine addict around the house explaining the “house rules”. Years later our older daughter was on a tram in Melbourne when a strange man came up to her and said “You are Elizabeth Greentree aren’t you?” with some trepidation she said “Yes” then he went on “My name is xxxxxx and I stayed with you years ago, Just tell your parents they saved my life. I’m even holding down a steady job.” So we also had unknown successes.

There is another person I really should mention (well there are many I really should mention, but this one is an absolute “must”). Brian xxx who took over as vicar’s warden after Roger and Helen xxx left. Brian was absolutely fabulous. He was a phenomenally mature Christian, and a man of sound judgment and absolute integrity. It was not easy for him – he was friends with many of the Nick and Shirley's group: he used to play golf with Nick; he was a keen member of the 4WD club. They were not kind to him when he appeared to back me (in reality Brian was always, I am proud to say, God’s man, never mine!), but he did what he believed was right and godly regardless of the personal cost. He used to drop around one day each week after work and we would talk over things and pray together. He was a very diligent prayer partner born in part from his involvement in the prayer counselling ministry. Brian was never slow to interrupt and correct me if he thought my prayers were off the point, or I was not taking proper responsibility – like praying “forgive me if I have...” instead of “… for what I have ...”They were really great times being co-workers with such godly people!

Church services.

8 am was a more traditional service. The old music group had ignored it. Now Midge the music director came and played so that we had hymns. Right through Ray xxx had been helping each week as lay reader. He was a tremendous person and absolutely solid. Between us we ran a pretty good traditional service, and he was an amazing support to us in the trials that were about to come.

10 am was the big service. There was a different “service leader” each week who led the congregation through the liturgy in a modern informal way. we had a number of very good service leaders who now all shared this attitude that had come in first through the re-formed music group that we were there to serve the congregation and assist them in their worship. Other members of the congregation did bible readings, led the prayers of intercession, children’s talk, helped with communion. The prayer ministry team offered individual prayer after each service. Finally there was tea and coffee to promote a time of fellowship.

The new music group grew quickly, and under Midge’s leadership very soon surpassed in every aspect the old music group. With our new ethos of serving God, each other and the congregation, there was a real bond and also an inclusiveness - which had been so lacking in the old group.

Particularly once the Nick and Shirley’s followers at last gave up trying to continually disrupt the service it was something that would be the envy of just about any parish.

5.30 pm was our youth service. The old one had been nominally “youth” but was continually in danger of being hijacked by “oldies” who wanted to re-create the 70’s charismatic music of their own younger days. I remember overhearing a man ask his then 14 year old daughter what she thought of it. Screwing up her nose she replied: “It’s dork music!”

So we wanted something better. The young people themselves formed the welcoming teams. They formed the singing group, and particularly the older ones in their 20’s the musicians. They got a great deal more participation in the service wherever possible such as leading informal prayers and the readings. We also had a “soup and bread” meal with the service so that it became a great social event - and as I have said large numbers trooped over to the vicarage afterwards.

Music was interesting. Midge of course liked traditional. But in keeping with the “servant-hood” ideal, she organized, encouraged, and often played keyboard with the young musicians and singers. They absolutely loved her ... there was a popular TV ad about this time which led to her being affectionately known as “Big M”.

As it developed we gained diverse, talented musicians. Ones like Kylie and Ben (who married and were missionaries in Russia) and Greg (now with his wife missionaries in Japan) who were studying at Bible College of Victoria, and really good classical musicians. Some of the newly converted men had been performing musicians in the “grunge” music scene.

These all worked harmoniously together to give fantastic music. Some songs were to paraphrase Star Trek: “Its Hillsong Jim, but not as we know it”!

“Hillsong” songs, popular in modern church services all over Australia can be a little too saccharin-sweet! A rock band approach can tighten them up nicely. My favorite was one called “Shelter” - I don’t know if I can do justice to it in writing. Imagine energetic drum roll with electric guitar descending riff as the intro, then rock band style the lead guitarist sort of sing-shouting “You give me shelter, you give me peace, you give me healing and ...” with second guitar, bass guitar, and the younger singers all joining in their part

Or I can still see Ben, brilliant on piano playing while Kylie led “His love keeps following me” with actions. Or Greg, a young successful lawyer who had been converted in his native Western Australia, convicted by God of a calling to preach in Japan and was now in training. He was the best and most passionate evangelistic preacher I have heard. He still had the lawyer’s precision but with the evangelists fire he was something! Japan’s gain was definitely Australia’s loss! Greg had a really good voice and loved the old hymns, and loved them sung at a good tempo. He could make a congregation feel these old hymns were new and alive.

What we had was all so amazing that later when our kids were looking for a church they tried St. Hillary’s - the Melbourne Anglican charismatic mega church, and said “not as good as St. Luke’s. They tried St. Jude’s - the crispy evangelical Anglican mega church and said again: “Not as good as St. Luke’s.

But but our success highlighted the archbishop's poor judgment in backing Nick and Shirley. Could he say “I was wrong” and change tack? Could he swallow his pride? What would he do?

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